Just, Angry

i'll get you a 365 tmr.
im really upset today.
and because this is a public blog i dont wish to say further.

and i wanna cry.
crying makes me feel better, really.
like pouring out everything when the 'tap' is on.
naiz.
ok fine, so i cried. im a freaking cry baby.
wlao im gonna be 19 soon and i still cry that easily.

the following is not implying to any of you. so yea, skip it.
but as my readers, i know you'd read it hur hur.

(you ask me whats my plan gonna be.
i told you ' i dont know'
I LIED.
i was wondering if i tell you, will you support me?
or you'd be like one of your usuals, planning stuff for me.
making me go your way?
and when stuff/ shit happens to me, you dont even bother showing concern, you'll like raved at me for not listening to you.
really, i cant imagine you giving approval to what i wanna be next time when i grow up.
you say 'whaats your interest?'
and you started answering yourself.
im sorry but im differnt, im really different from the rest of them.)

ok so when i think of work.
i think of spending my time doing something and earning $$ at the same time.
i really didnt expect pay to come out in this kinda, weird manner?
and this weird manner caused everything single (insert f-avourite/orbidden word here) shit thats happening right now and thats what made me upset.
like why must like that??????
:<

aye gonna ring up again tmr.
plzzzz PICK UP THE DAMN CALL!
damn blarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrdy angwy.

anyway, thanks treecia law!!! you actually made me feel better
i think damn hard about happy things. HAHA
and i finally thought of one, then came another and several. :D

and yes thankq gx for hearing out. i mean yeah, its your job but still thankz haha
and you just made me laugh..
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Gxxxxxxxxx says:

HAHA
dont sad kkkkk
YOU'LL GET YOUR PAY
or i go burn xxxx (x-ed out cos its a public blog) down
ask sophia run first
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thats, my bf for you.
i was laughing about the part asking sophia to run HAHA
ok nvm.

hmmyeah, feeling much better now.
im going shopping at f21 tmr while waiting for gx finish his 15mins test hehe
:>
okay but he'll not hold the bags for me :/
aye, shopping makes me happy, i wanna shop for CNY!

Out in the cold

Cheeze, Freeze (39/365)

today's weather was like, mad crazy.
i secretly wanna curl myself up in my freeezerrrrrrr
i wanna go to somewhere where there's snowwwww and just do some snow angel.
hahaha okay nvm
i just wanna, wanna go on a small trip.
genting anybody??? (:

well, anyway my qipao job was quite interesting HAHA
i kinda like it, i mean its only 2 hours and i earn good money!
plus i get to laugh so much at people because i get them to do funny stuff
and omg, its sooooo funny i think only zn knows.
THE PIG HEAD WTS i cannot stopppp laughing idk why, like siao. ahahahaha
i think i might wanna take pictures tmr it might by my 365 so watccchhh out :D
hehehehe
and brandon was having his internship there HAHA
so i forced him to play the game! sorry dude, made you a retard in front of your friends.
and i saw juvenal tooo! (:
like its sucha techy place and i get to see friends (Y)
so awesomeeee !

alright, so i got lost at buona vista because i wanted to take a bus
i ended up walking back to take the train -.-
reached somerset and went to have some lunch.
i actually gobbled down my food in like 7mins its meesua which was piping hooooottttt like wtf i wanted to cry, like why do i make myself looked so pathetic?
yknow i'd rather (im serious) trade studying anytime for this.
):
ok but work today was pretty alright, time past really fast because there was alot of stuff to do!

so im gonna continue like this till the end of the week.
tell you what, ive only got like 1 set of chinese new year clothes.
this year is screwed up mannnnnnnnnn.
i wanna take leave on sat plzzzz i wanna ):
i wanna go shoppping ):
walaooooooooooo dman sian now.

i'll try to keep up the mood.
i dont feel myself. sigh
I STILL BLARDY HAVENT SETTLE MY PAY THING YET
Pffffffffffffffft i wanna sleep soon.

Wild Wild West

Wild Wild West (38/365)

Today was an extremely tiring day for me.
i was getting all giddy up by the end of the day.
church then work then ade's birthday party.
thank goodness for wenqian who went with me to the place, sophia just last minute couldnt make it.
met up with alberta too! :) its been so long since i last saw her! since like, prom?
hahahaha

ok i look damn fat here lah, but im gonna blame on the shirt. HAHA

ok then auggy was supposed to help loh and i take pictures. so he held two cameras together.
i didnt know where to look but loh does?
how comeeeee.
so check out the two differences of the following two pictures.

HAHAHAHA my eyes damn gross lah
okay whatever, i cant multi-task!
the last photo i was like " Augggyyyy use ONE camera at a time please!!!"

the infamous, One-million-dollar smile :D

yupppppppppppp.
thanks everybody for the rides! QQ and YJ.
:>
goodnight everybody.
yes im still feeling damn siannnnn over my pay.
sigh.
double work this whole week.
hope i survive!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Auntie: ok your fish soup (in chi)
Me: auntie ni you Mei you Qing jiang?
Auntie: huhhhh Mei you!?
4th sis: what you want?
Me: tsk I want light sauce!!! ( walks to get light sauce from stall)
..
Me: they got light sauce what. Wlao say don't have
2nd sis: Its jiang Qing lah! You said Ginger leh
1st sis: wlao jiang qing also don't know? (chuckles)
4th sis: how you PASS your Chinese?!
Me: eh I got A1
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It's times like these that I appreciate their presence. Even the smallest thing like comparing skin colours and asking about random stuff.. 'where you buy your pin?' makes it all up for the anger I had w them a few mins ago?

Guess blood is indeed thicker than water~

Off to work now!

Cheated.

Cheated. (37/365)

Today, was spent having tuition w ting and jer.
i'm glad that tings actually was able to pass quite well if not for her careless mistakes (reminds me of myself somehow) hahahaha, jer was funny, she was hopping everywhere and backward 'slide' up the stairs lol

went to work but before that i went to maggie moo's to find sinys and louisa was working there too!
called up dyan and hasyna who was in town, and ate ice cream w them. (:
YUMZ I LOVE THE IRISH COFFEE!
left for work.
Work today was pretty awesome because the mall was crowded = quiznos earn $$ = more things to do = time pass by alot faster = happy.
yeah, so time indeed passed by really fasttttttt!
i was happy at the end of the day.
went to the atm to check on my account's balance.
that was when my smile got wiped out of my face.
my payyyyy...
like wtf?
i know ive been ranting alot on tweeter and all.
but im just really scared, what if its true?
what if, thats my 1month plus pay?
yknow at that point of time i wanna cry.
i feel so helpless and angry! ):
like am i actually working for, free?
i believe, i believe its all a mistake!
i really do! because nice people = wont cheat me (i think)
im gonna talk to brandon tmrrrr i hope theres really a mistake.
but till then, im really scared and feeling damn cheated lah ok
i thought i'd be rich by the end of this week.
guess what?
im not.

bye.
i hope i dont make a din tmr.
):
sigh

Lets Dance: SA-SA-SA-SA SHIMI

Lets Dance: SA-SA-SA-SA SHIMI ♥ (36/365)

Today was a pretty awesome ballzome day with g! :D

hahahhaha both of us met at bukit panjang pending LRT it was like damn foreign for both of us lah hahaha i know no nuts about how to get to somewhre more commercialised(?)

ended taking annother bus to BBP and settled for MacDonalds LOL

but after facing quiznos' food & the pricing, macs became uber cheap leh hahahaha 

wanted to go for my interview at dairy farm but it was raining soooooo heavily i decided to postponed it!

ended up taking a bus to town! we were drenched from head to toe omggggz damn wet ):

went to far east to search for his muse shirt but to no avail left like 30mins after or something? hahaha

went over to GAP to change the top i got for his bd.

and got another top which is the same pattern and size but different colour

phew, i didnt get the wrong size HAHA i win yay (Y)

>>

so i was telling him about my cravings for sashimi sometime at around 3-4?

and he told me he can bring me to this place where they serve totally awesome sashimi (at parkway)

>>

took a bus to pp and reached the place.

deco was so-so, but the food.

the foooooooooooooood.... WAS.TO.DIE.FOR!

the sword fish was supppaaaaa goood! so was the salmon, the tofu and the miso soup!

omggggz i was craving for more miso soup after the entire meal!

 i never liked miso soup so i was having doubts about it

but, damn.

this miso soup was no ordinary taste-like-they-add-100-spoons-of-msg miso soup!

it was... good. haha

EVEN the rice was goooood.
wlao i eat until vvvvvv happy i think gx can see hahahaha
as in yknow when you eat something really nice/ satisfy your cravings you just, get v happy!
no?

ok after the entire meal i was happygurl101 and so was he. (not the girl part)
price is alittle expensive but daymn, its worth it, anytime! :p
go again ahhhhh!
so, yup had my fair share of QT QT QT today with my qt pie hahaha ♥
aboslutely love days like these, because its always the bezzzzz whooop!

alrighty, gotta go uh, do something else :>
good day folks!

(/edit)

Joooooooood says:
 hahaha ok but i;ll be taking a cab from there to the place
 i have no idea where it is!
Gxxxxxxxxx says:
 |:
Joooooooood says:
 its at dairy farm there
 like upp. bukit timah
Gxxxxxxxxx says:
 wlao ex sia
 cab in cab out
Joooooooood says:
 I PAY
Gxxxxxxxxx says:
 HAHA
 really ah
Joooooooood says:
 no fake you one
Gxxxxxxxxx says:
 no need la i can share w you la
Joooooooood says:
 HAHAHHAHA
Gxxxxxxxxx says:
 no lah fake you one
 HAHA
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idiot sia.
ok nvm

Scratches up your window

Seven Cubes Of Sugar (35/365)

So today after work, i went on to tweeter (as usual) and saw that loh was in town, alone and so i called her and met up :) it was a short but really naizzzz meet up hahaha

she's actually starting her 365 too, so support her k! 

http://thefalsepretense.wordpress.com

:)

hahaha i think im sucha tweetwhore seriously i tweet almost every other minute and now ive gotta record of 1,943 tweets! its like maddness HAHAHA imagine i spoke to the world of 1,943 sentences! 

naizzzzz and its really addictive if you can like see tweets and what other ppl tweet and all.

now that gx's account is also in my phone i secretly (used to be) read his friend's tweets and his followers' 

but now not secret alr cos i accidentally used his account and tweeted " OH SHUT ALIGHT WRONG BUS STOP" when i was actually really panicking but i was still tweeting like wth? 

HAHAH and xuanyi was saying him noob and all and gx was like " LOL WTF ITS NOT ME"

HAHAHAHA so yeah, secret exposed.

:/ oppppz?

anyway back to topic,

met up with loh and sat down to talk at this place opposite cuppage i think?

and we decided on taking pictures like really retarded HAHA

it was really funny but when pple start to stare, i get scared.

i dont like STARESSSSS thats why i have stage fright. (yes i do)

ultimate, PHAIL. (jump shot)

LOL THIS ONE MY BUTT LIKE HUGE HAHAHAHAHA

then met up with clara bao at chinatown for qi pao!
HAHA I MISSSSS HER MANZ omg my sec sch table partner!!!!
and definitely miss alvin chew & yj tgt too!!
like J.A.C.Y HAHA its supposed to be JACKY. but kengluck just went missing for more than 6 months.
hahahahahaha omggggg i really miss them alllll
had a damn fun time w bao :D
we just totally laughed every second lah
yknow i was wearing long sleeve and like jeans right.
and blarddddy all the shops no fitting roomz?
i had to try the qipao out in the open WITH my LONG sleeve and JEANS
wth i wanna die.
it was 1)suffocating 2)damn tight 3)HOT 4)EMBARRASSING ttm 5)damn funny
ok and one shop's mirror was outside WTH where got mirror outside of stall one?
so i walked out, and THE CROWD (chinese new year crowd, just imagine) just stared intensively at me.
im no psychopath ):
ok but it was damn fun lah hahahaha

alrightyyyyyyyyyyy
i needa go sleep now.
gotta wake up tmr to meet gx for brunch at bukit panjang LOL
damn foreign!! yeaaaaa but i'll be getting a cab to dairy farm afterwhich.
yayeeeee gx is accompanying me to interview whooppp
:D
okay but i cant believe he forget v day yknow.
abit sad lah
okay byeeeee
(hahahaha)

p/s MEL IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
RMB TO NA HUI ZHAO XIANG JI!
hahahahaha